This week I had a final session with my therapist .It was my decision, It felt like the right time. Looking back therapy really helped me see myself in a sort of new light. I am the same person of course, but I feel I’m learning to manage my life in a healthier way. When […]
Life’s been pretty good to me lately. After nearly five months of unemployment I finally got a job! It’s been almost two months now and I’m really pleased. I have a lot of responsibility, great manager, awesome colleagues and a company that actually cares for its employees. Life’s been pretty good in other areas of […]
I don’t pretend to be ok as if I’ve overcome the breakup and everything is great again, nope. It is a process, but I do feel I made some baby steps towards it. Here’s what helped me. See the bigger picture After a breakup, you get so consumed by it… I’ve ran in my mind […]
To be honest, I feel like shit, both mentally and physically. I am, however, coping better than I have in the past week. Here’s a reminder: Part One, Part Two. So he blocked me last Thursday, punishing me for my stupid question. Then, at midnight he texted saying he was still pissed off with me […]
It’s been a very difficult week and while the pain is still very raw, I am taking baby steps towards overcoming this hardship (read more in Part One). ▪ Last Thursday began like any other day. He texted me in the morning, I asked how he was and he replied tired, sad, lonely. This lockdown […]
Where do I even begin? It’s been a fucking rollercoaster for the past three months. Feels more like a year rather than only three months. The writing was on the wall, but I refused to see it, I was falling for you… First red flag was jealousy and possessiveness. At first, we used to tease […]
It’s been 9 months since I last wrote here. Nine months of a fucking pandemic – thanks Covid-19!!! Last past months have been really rough… Lost my job in November (again… thanks Covid) and cannot believe here I am once again looking for a job… this doesn’t feel like my life but rather someone else’s. […]
It’s been a while since I’ve felt this way. I woke up today with a big smile and a feeling of butterflies. It feels so good to feel this way again. We met last night and it was so nice. I feel so comfortable around him. To be honest, he’s quite different than other guys, […]
Last time I wrote here it was Autumn. It’s winter now, my favourite season. A lot of things have happened. I feel like I’m at the best place now since my divorce. I am alone, but I am whole again. I honestly don’t know what made this change, from a constant race to god know […]
Where to start? I’m having such a writing block. The past week has been intense, in fact, it’s still quite intense as I write this post. Something doesn’t feel right, I have this strange gut feeling telling me I need to change something, but what? I think I have some possible answers. I’ve been in […]
Life After Tree 